00:00:01:movie info: 25.0fps|/SubEdit b.3945 (http://subedit.prv.pl)/ 00:01:34:{y:i}Have you ever confused|a dream with life? 00:01:40:{y:i}Or stolen something|when you have the cash? 00:01:48:{y:i}Have you ever been blue? 00:01:52:{y:i}Or thought your train moving|while sitting still? 00:01:58:{y:i}Maybe I was just crazy. 00:02:02:{y:i}Maybe it was the '60s. 00:02:05:{y:i}Or maybe I was just a girl... 00:02:09:{y:i}...interrupted. 00:02:11:Put her in restraints.|Withdraw blood. 00:02:13:Hold on. 00:02:14:Give her five milligrams|of Valium, IV. 00:02:18:Turn her head so she doesn't aspirate. 00:02:20:There you go. 00:02:22:Aspirin fragments|and vodka, I think. 00:02:24:Don't tell me what you think.|Take it to the lab. 00:02:28:You should check my hand.|There's no bones in it. 00:02:31:A wrist banger. 00:02:33:.Is that why you did this?|.And other things. 00:02:38:Her parents are on the way. 00:02:40:Sometimes it's hard... 00:02:43:...for me to stay in one... 00:02:45:...place. 00:02:47:{y:i}Susanna... 00:02:50:{y:i}...if you had no bones|in your hand... 00:02:53:...how did you pick up the aspirin? 00:03:05:What is my mother doing? 00:03:08:Would you answer my question, please? 00:03:10:How did you pick up the aspirin|if you had no bones in your hand? 00:03:16:By then, they'd come back. 00:03:22:I see. 00:03:24:No, you don't. 00:03:27:Well... 00:03:30:...indulge me, then. 00:03:32:Explain it to me. 00:03:37:Explain what? 00:03:38:Explain to a doctor that the laws|of physics can be suspended? 00:03:44:That what goes up|may not come down? 00:03:51:Explain... 00:03:53:...that time... 00:03:56:...can move backwards and forwards... 00:03:59:...and now to then and back again... 00:04:02:...and you can't controI it? 00:04:05:Why can't you controI it? 00:04:10:What? 00:04:11:Why can't you controI time? 00:04:32:Where were you?|Everyone is here. Come on. 00:04:40:.Mary, you remember Susanna.|.Yes, I do. 00:04:46:You're wearing this? 00:04:48:I didn't know it was so early.|I would've changed. 00:04:51:Everybody, look who's here. 00:04:54:.Happy birthday, Dad.|.Thanks, sweetie. 00:04:58:I'm sorry, I want to say hi to her. 00:05:00:Sweetie, would you hold this for me?|I just want to say hi to Susanna. 00:05:05:Excuse me. Susanna! 00:05:08:.Susanna!|.Professor Gilcrest's wife. 00:05:10:Barbara Gilcrest.|You remember me? 00:05:12:Bonnie's mom. I'm Bonnie's mom. 00:05:15:Your skin is so beautifuI. 00:05:17:Wasn't Bonnie in your lit. class? 00:05:20:Yeah. How is she doing? 00:05:22:She just got accepted to Radcliffe. 00:05:25:What a conundrum. 00:05:26:I'm a Wellesley girI, myself. 00:05:28:But I think young women should|make up their own mind, don't you? 00:05:36:Are you stoned? 00:05:41:Do you smoke pot? 00:05:45:Take LSD? 00:05:50:No drugs? 00:05:57:How do you feeI right now? 00:06:03:I... 00:06:05:...don't know. 00:06:08:I don't know what I'm feeling. 00:06:13:You need a rest. 00:06:16:Well, I'll go home, take a nap. 00:06:18:No. You need to go somewhere|where you can get a genuine rest. 00:06:23:And you're very lucky. 00:06:25:The best place|for someone like you... 00:06:28:...is less than|a half an hour from here. 00:06:30:You don't mean Claymoore? 00:06:34:Four days ago... 00:06:37:...you chased a bottle of aspirin|with a bottle of vodka. 00:06:42:I had a headache. 00:06:49:Your father is a friend of mine. 00:06:52:He's a colleague.|He asked me to see you... 00:06:55:...even though I don't do this anymore. 00:06:59:You're hurting everyone around you. 00:07:03:Now, Claymoore is a topnotch place. 00:07:09:A lot of people go there. 00:07:11:Even writers. 00:07:13:Like you. 00:07:17:Great. 00:07:32:Yes, I'd like a cab|at 1240 Milford, please. 00:07:37:My mother's here. 00:07:39:It'll be less emotionaI|if we do it this way. 00:07:42:Your parents and I talked about it. 00:08:21:Now make sure, no stops. 00:09:18:Susanna, you there? 00:09:26:I want to see you again. 00:09:28:It was a one. time thing, okay? 00:09:30:Just come to my office tonight. 00:09:32:We're opening the presents! 00:09:34:Tell them you're going to a friend's. 00:09:36:Who should I tell first? 00:09:38:My parents, the department chairman,|or your wife? 00:09:41:No. 00:09:48:{y:i}What did you do? 00:09:51:What did you do? 00:09:54:Excuse me? 00:09:58:Well, you look normaI. 00:10:03:I'm sad. 00:10:05:Well, everyone's sad. 00:10:09:I see things. 00:10:11:You mean, like tripping? 00:10:15:Kind of. 00:10:18:Then they should put|John Lennon away, huh? 00:10:22:I'm not John Lennon. 00:11:09:Don't get too comfortable. 00:11:21:Shouldn't my parents...? 00:11:22:You have to sign them, Miss Kaysen. 00:11:24:You're over 18.|This is your decision. 00:11:38:I didn't try to kill myself. 00:11:43:That's the kind of thing you talk|about in therapy, honey. Not here. 00:11:52:{y:i}Miss Kaysen? 00:11:54:You have the distinction|of being the only senior... 00:11:57:...not going on to college. 00:12:04:May I ask what you plan to do? 00:12:07:I plan to write. 00:12:11:Well, what do you plan to do? 00:12:14:Look, I'm not gonna burn my bra or|drop acid or go march on Washington... 00:12:19:...I just don't want to end up|like my mother. 00:12:23:Women today have|more choices than that. 00:12:26:No, they don't. 00:12:28:And here. 00:12:31:You forgot one, dear. Here. 00:12:37:Speaking for Dr. Wick and myself,|welcome to Claymoore, Susanna. 00:12:45:This is the women's ward,|also known as South Bell. 00:12:49:This is where you'll be staying,|and this is where I work. 00:12:53:All right, this is the second floor. 00:12:56:I need you to stay close to me|because it's easy to get lost here. 00:13:05:This is our ward. 00:13:09:All right, let's start with this room. 00:13:14:This is the art room. 00:13:18:Polly. 00:13:20:What are you doing here? 00:13:22:I feeI very musicaI today. 00:13:25:.Can I just, for just a second?|.Not today, honey. 00:13:36:That's Polly. Come on. 00:13:45:Margie, Polly was in|the art room by herself. 00:13:49:I'm sorry, VaI. 00:13:54:The living room. 00:13:56:Everyone hates it. 00:14:07:And these are the phones. 00:14:10:To make a call, pick up|the handle, tell the nurse... 00:14:13:...she'll connect you. 00:14:15:This is the nurses' station,|which is self. explanatory... 00:14:18:...and this is the TV room,|where everyone hangs out. 00:14:22:I want my fucking clothes! 00:14:24:Then you'll have to|eat something, won't you? 00:14:29:The check. in board. 00:14:30:You check in here to take|a walk on the grounds. 00:14:33:{y:i}Oh, lordy, pick a bale of hay 00:14:35:{y:i}Gotta jump down, spin around|Pick a bale of cotton 00:14:38:{y:i}Jump down, spin around|Pick a bale of hay 00:14:42:She thinks that bothers me. 00:14:43:You're an " R," which means|" restricted to the ward. " 00:14:46:But soon you'll|move up to two. to. ones... 00:14:49:...which is two nurses|to every patient. 00:14:51:I won't be here that long.|I'm just here for a rest. 00:14:55:It's all right. Everybody gets|the same tour free of charge. 00:15:04:Georgina, this is Susanna,|your new roommate. 00:15:07:Oh, great. Hi. 00:15:10:You're lucky.|Georgina's an excellent roommate. 00:15:13:Why, thank you, Valerie. 00:15:15:You're welcome. 00:15:17:The cops are bringing Lisa.|She was at the park. 00:15:22:Will you excuse me?|I have business I have to attend to. 00:15:26:Georgina, will you take Susanna|to the dining room in a half. hour? 00:15:31:Yes means yes, Georgina. 00:15:33:I know. 00:15:51:Groovy box. 00:15:53:That. 00:15:55:Yeah, they're French. 00:15:57:The French Resistance|smoked them, I think. 00:16:07:.Read this? 00:16:10:No. I saw the movie|a bunch of times, though. 00:16:14:The movie's based on the first book. 00:16:16:I read that one too, but there were|no ruby slippers in it originally. 00:16:20:They added that.|This takes place afterwards. 00:16:23:Dorothy doesn't really have|such a big part in this one. 00:16:30:Fucking pig. 00:16:35:Get off me! 00:16:48:Thanks, Gretta. 00:16:50:Hey, Dais, let anyone|in your room yet? 00:16:56:Hey, girls! Hey, sexy. 00:17:02:It's good to be home. 00:17:07:.Hey, Torch.|.Hey, Lisa. 00:17:09:.You miss me?|.Not much. 00:17:13:Get her to her room.|Gretta will do the strip search. 00:17:17:Who's that with Georgie. girI? 00:17:18:.Where's Jamie?|.I can't deaI with this. 00:17:21:Don't give me a hard time. 00:17:24:Where is she? Where's Jamie? 00:17:30:Who are you? 00:17:31:Her name is Susanna, Lisa.|She smokes French cigarettes. 00:17:35:.Why is all your shit on her bed?|.Open the damn door! 00:17:38:Why? Where's Jamie? 00:17:40:I don't know what|you're talking about! 00:17:45:What the hell are you doing, Lisa? 00:17:48:Back off her. 00:17:50:Back off!|You've been gone for two weeks. 00:17:52:A lot of shit has gone down.|Back off! 00:17:55:How'd she do it? 00:17:57:How'd she do it? 00:17:59:How did she do it, Valerie? 00:18:01:Get the fuck off me! 00:18:03:You weak people. You're all weak|fucking people! You're victims! 00:18:06:You people are fucking sick! 00:18:08:What? No, no.|VaI, please. Please! 00:18:15:Get her legs. 00:18:18:Get her feet! 00:18:19:.I got her.|.Get off! 00:18:23:Help! 00:18:30:We have got to cut those nails again. 00:18:37:My God! What the hell was that? 00:18:42:That was Lisa. 00:18:45:And Jamie was your roommate? 00:18:47:Jamie was Lisa's best friend. 00:18:50:She was sad because Lisa ran away... 00:18:52:...so she hung herself with|a volleyball net. 00:19:04:Meds! 00:19:08:Cynthia Crowley. 00:19:11:Susanna Kaysen. 00:19:15:Susanna Kaysen. 00:19:19:I am Mrs. McWilley,|and these are for you. 00:19:21:.What are they?|.They'll help you sleep. 00:19:24:.It's 10:30. I'm not gonna...|.For chrissake. 00:19:27:You can discuss it in the morning|with your doctor. 00:19:30:In the meantime,|we'll agree to disa...
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