You Get Me Closer To God.pdf

Title: You Get Me Closer To God

Category: Books » Twilight

Author: americnxidiot

Language: English, Rating: Rated: M

Genre: Romance/Angst

Published: 12-02-08, Updated: 02-16-09

Chapters: 22, Words: 54,581

Chapter 1: Prologue

You Get Me Closer to God

Ok so this is my first Twilight story, and is definitely the first story I’ve ever written like

this so bear with me. I’ve had this song in my head all day and it inspired me. Don’t be

afraid to tell me if it’s shit, because what’s the point of doing this if I don’t learn something,

right? Right. I'm rambling because I'm nervous, so I'll stop now. Here we go.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.

Prologue

Bella

My back would have scratches from the up-and-down friction against the wall. But hell if I

cared.

Nine Inch Nails oozed through the speakers and I felt the vibrations that carried up his body,

adding to the intensity of this.

This- his fingers, tightly locked into mine, pulling me up and stretching me out. My mouth hung

agape as his moved in a constant loop from my neck to my nipples. Our harsh breathing

complimented the beat. My legs gripped like a vice around his waist.

"Fuck, Bella." I slipped down the wall slightly as his knees buckled with pleasure.

“Edward,” I momentarily found my voice, “sit down.” Nothing else was said as he pulled my

arms around his neck and carefully sat on the floor, my body perched on top of his. We never

stopped moving.

I took advantage of my position, reclaiming his fingers and forcing my open lips onto his. There

were no words for this, the savage sensation as his tongue battled with mine, as my hips rocked

back and forth, up and down. We spoke only in groans and slurred versions of our names.

“ I wanna fuck you like an animal”

He rolled us over, mouths never disconnecting. Letting go of my hand, he threw my left leg over

his shoulder before pushing back into me. The loud moan that emerged from my throat was

almost embarrassing. But again, hell if I cared. We’d been through too much to be embarrassed

at this point. Plus, he fucking loved it. His tongue became more forceful against mine as he

reciprocated with a grunt of his own. I pushed on his shoulder, rolling us over once again.

“ I wanna feel you from the inside”

I scratched my fingernails across his nipples and yanked my mouth away from his, focusing

instead on the sensitive spot behind his right ear. He rewarded me with a reverent groan,

murmuring my name as if I held him to the earth.

“ I wanna fuck you like an animal”

In the three months that we’d been sporadically fucking, it’d never been this forceful. His fingers

pulled my mouth back to his before tightly gripping my waist, assisting me in my movements. I

hadn’t actual screwed anyone else, but I could not imagine it being better than this.

I moaned again as he sucked violently on my bottom lip, occasionally using his teeth. The

pleasure and pain of it all was nearly unbearable.

“ My whole existence is flawed”

His eyes, lit up with agonizing passion, burned into mine as his hips became rougher. I sped up,

and down, up and down on his length and he lifted off the floor to meet me with each thrust. Our

breaths lost all rhythm and melted into moans. Our hands groped blindly, grabbing everything

we could reach. Our lips met over and over again.

That familiar and intensified explosion spread through me from forehead to toe and I slammed

onto him one last time with all of my weight.

“ You get me closer to God”

My eyes tried to roll back in my head but I forced them to stay on his face. In my seventeen

years I had never seen anything sexier than this man during orgasm. Because when we fucked,

he wasn’t my sort of friend from high school, and he wasn’t my biology lab partner, or my

brother Emmett’s drinking buddy. He was a man, and he brought me to heights that I could not

understand.

I collapsed, my head falling limply onto his sweaty chest. Placing a chaste kiss on his nipple, I

rolled off of him onto the gold carpet of his bedroom. The only noises in the room were the

fading notes of the song and our shaky breathing.

After a long while I broke the silence. “God I know I need to go home, but I can barely feel my

legs.”

He chuckled in arrogant amusement. I smirked back at him, knowing he was as tired as I was

after that particularly agreeable session. His grin fell slightly and he reached towards me. He

brushed his fingertips gently across my lip, sending a shutter through my fatigued body. When

he pulled back, his finger was painted red. I was bleeding?

“I’d say I’m sorry, but I’m not.”

I smiled at him, relieved he didn’t try to get sappy on me. “And I should feel sorry that you’re

not sorry, but I don’t.”

I sat up with a groan and redressed. He didn’t move from his spot on the floor.

“Shit.” My back cramped when I grabbed my backpack. He sat up quickly and sent me a

concerned look. I cleared the pain off of my face and grinned. “Totally worth it, Edward, Jesus

Christ.”

He got off the floor, only to collapse on his bed with a crooked smile. “Jesus Christ is right.”

I zipped up my jacket and headed for the exit.

“See you in biology, Eddie,” I teased. He hated that name.

“Right back at you, Jellybean.” Damnit, well played.

I shut the door behind me, making sure it was locked, and stepped back into the world where

Edward and I barely interacted.

I skipped all the way to my car.

TBC. Reviews are always appreciated :)

Chapter 2: Closer

AN: Ok, I'm trying to get the chapters out as quickly as possible. Don't expect them this

quickly all the time, but I do what I can :). Hopefully this sheds some more light on the

situation.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.

“ Closer”

Bella

I left Emmett at the car, and met up with Alice outside of homeroom. We started our daily

routine. She scoffed at my outfit, and I flipped her off. There was nothing wrong with my

wardrobe. Jeans and converses never went out of style, and hoodies were just practical. It’s cold

in Washington.

“I’m serious Bella, you’d be amazed at the response you'd get if you wore that sweater I bought

you. A little cleavage makes all the difference.”

“Don’t talk about my cleavage, and I won’t talk about your ridiculously huge crush on Jasper

Whitlock that for some reason you won’t act upon.” Her face reddened slightly and she glared at

me.

“Fine,” she relented, “just don’t come crying to me when you’re thirty and still a virgin.”

I heard a loud cough from behind me.

He smiled. That asshole.

“You still sick, Edward?” Alice asked, genuine concern on her face. I adored this girl. She

worried so much about the people she loved, even if she wouldn’t let up about my clothes. “You

left school so quickly and then you were locked in your room all night.”

He fought to keep the smirk off his face, and mussed up his twin sister’s hair. “I was really tired

yesterday, but I’m almost better, thanks.” He glanced at me, “Hey Bella, how are you this

morning?”

“Alright. Ready for some compound microscopy?” I airily responded. We were good at this

nonchalant thing.

“Oh, definitely.” Key the eye roll. Flawless.

“Jesus, Bella, what happened to your lip?”

I had a decent sized scab on the side of my bottom lip from Edward’s aggressive mouth. I should

have expected Alice to notice. The girl saw everything. Of course Emmett didn’t notice, but he’s

usually too focused on his blonde bimbo girlfriend to see much else. In a way I owe Rosalie for

the distraction. I don’t think Emmett would be too happy to know the other places Edward

marked me yesterday…

But I couldn’t think about that now if I expected to get through the day. I ran my tongue over my

lip as if I were noticing it for the first time.

“Ah, right,” I forced a look of comprehension onto my face, “I ran into a wall last night. Too

eager for dinner I guess.” Alice and Edward both laughed, and Alice shook her head.

“Figures.”

“I hope that was some good dinner, Bella, your lip is banged up pretty badly,” Edward smiled at

me. He reeked innocence. I wanted to smack him.

Instead I just answered, “Eh, I’ve had better.” His eyes darkened slightly, but he didn’t get a

chance to respond before Alice and I turned into our first class.

History was always boring. The professor was no younger than fifty and showed as much interest

in the subject as the students did. I usually spaced out or fell asleep. I ran my tongue slowly over

my scabbed lip again and smiled thinking about how it got there.

- - - - -

Edward and I had met six months ago when Emmett and I moved up from Phoenix to live with

our father. I shared a few classes with Alice in the morning, and we hit it off instantly. So she

invited us to sit with her friends at lunch. She shared a table with two girls, Jessica and Angela,

and two boys, Eric and Ben. She mentioned that her twin sat with her too, but nothing prepared

me for the first time I saw him.

The second I laid eyes on his flawless face, all of my blood rushed between my legs. I had never

felt such an immediate attraction to anyone in my life. He had sharp green eyes, porcelain skin,

and bonafide sex hair. I remember he wore a tight black t-shirt and fitted jeans, showing off his

lanky frame. I’m really surprised I didn’t drool.

After I gaped at him for what felt like minutes, but was actually just a few seconds, something

miraculous happened. I extended my hand and introduced myself without stuttering or blushing.

“Bella Swan, new kid from Phoenix, friend of Alice.”

He raised an eyebrow at me. “Edward Cullen, always lived in Forks, brother of Alice.”

The heat I felt upon our handshake was incredible. Pure sexual chemistry, an electric spark flew

through my hand. His wide, beautiful eyes showed me that he felt it too. I might have jumped

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